addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




tagboard ;
guestbook

i'm not here to win

i'm here to leave a legacy

run


burning my dreams (and my skin)

pimples pimples pimples. they are still there. very pimply and gross. why is my forehead so fertile?! jeepers. sigh and i keep on scratching. unconciously. dee's nice enough to scold me for it when she gets the chance to. lol

woah sch has been major stress for me lately. even more major than the major before. i know, it's now augmented. lotsa people getting sick as well. get well soon sarahp and sianying! and zerui and anyone else who is feeling under the weather.

i realised that our class looked awfully dead during physics. so scary. i respect thiock even more now. i really wouldn't be able to teach with a whole class looking like they hadn't slept for the past week or something. scary okay. i felt so dumb presenting my answer on the board. during math also, ahah. but it felt good to hear klui say "good" for once. i always fail math so yes, that is encouraging for me.

lit was okay. i chionged last min during recess. harhar. looks like my 1hr plus of researching on the net for useful notes did help afterall. but not very good cos online guidebooks are far from reliable, mrs(lit)yap thought my alliteration of mrsPearce, Pickering and Pygmalion was dumb. she said Pat starts with P too. boohoo. as she said, "you should know better than to trust online guidebooks".

okay yes, training on weds. interesting cos i tried the capsicum plaster. OhMyFishingGourd. felt like the thing was burning through my skin okay. seriously. the whole duration of the run i was like "ah so hot!!!" cos it was really burningggg. but it was effective cos i totally couldn't feel the pain. but then after a while it got so hot that the hotness was just as painful as the muscle pain. so i couldn't run properly. harhar. woah but it was super duper ultra HOT. made me get stomach cramps. cos the plasters were on both sides of my waist (that's where the injured muscles are located) and i think the heat spread to the middle and so it got my stomach feeling all queasy and crampy. after the run i couldn't stand up. ahha. sigh. okay i don't know this injury sucks. yah after i took off the plaster my skin was super red. damn gross.

eileen's jap friend is so cute.

yay NATIONAL DAY is coming. school holidays for us. propaganda. i think the song this yr is nice. am i being a bit odd here? but yeah i like it. hehe.

going for choir concert tmr. i'm scared. i have never gone out for something like that involving so many rg people at night. and i have to wear sth other than sch u. that sucks. sch u is nice. hahhaa. okay i'm not very coherent cos i'm distracted.

i so failed my math test. and social studs too. pat = failure. cheers

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you